I'm a baddie...

Yup, I'm such a bad person...today is definitely my worst day ever! I lied to my best friend...and she couldn't take it...i think no one can..especially your best friends...yep, i admit, it was my mistake...i just dunno know how to make it up to her...i'm at dead end..i have nowhere to turn to..becoz i know that it is my mistake..but i just couldn't lose her becoz of this? it's not fair...becoz we have known each other for so longg..i feel soooo stupid...

I don't know when i'll be able to talk to her or even persuade her..she will never want to talk to me..ever...if only...but it's too late to regret anything...

My dear friend...if u are reading this, I seek for your forgiveness...I am just a human being...i make mistakes, lots and lotsa people are. I really hope that we can be friends again...I know how much u hate me coz i'm hating myself that much..