I sure look nicer if....

One of my new year resolutions is to shed off that extra pounds...but seriously, i never see myself as fat...yeah, let's forget last year when i have to travel back and forth from one offshore platforms to another..six meals a day...veryyyy nice meals...and evrytime i was on scale, i squinted my eyes, didn't even dare to look at the escalating figures...yes, i was chubby...and right after my assignments were over, i quickly gather myself for an intensive swimming and squash session to shed that extra pounds...

i know that i still didn't get my ideal weight yet. but looking at the mirror, i start to realize that i was OK. maybe need a lil work (ehem...exercising, not THAT nip/tuck), but i am happy with my body...

yes..maybe till that shirt arrives...not the usual shirt, it's hard rock tokyo shirt...my friend (no names here..u know who u are, and u r forgiven) bought me an "S" size...never in my entire life did i buy or anyone bought me an "S". Always an "M" or "L". but never "S"...initially i was flattered..but then,i was a bit afraid i couldn't fit into it...

The good news is..i can fit into that shirt...the bad news is..it sure looks nicer if...u know what it is....i just hate it! now i have to really work on it...Thank god i have swimming class tomorrow...

err...i dunno what motive am i posting bout this...